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Not Meant To Be *(march 27th 2002)* We had planned to spend our lives together We thought our relationship would last forever He called me up, said we need to talk We went to the beach and started to walk He told me he was sorry over and over again In his heart and his eyes all I could see was pain He mumbled something, but I could not hear I interrupted and asked could you repeat that dear He said its time we said good-bye All I could do was respond with a cry I asked him why he felt this way All he said was I can not say We hugged each other and began to cry Just then he mumbled Im going to die I then began to get scared B

Would You? Do you have the guts To stand up to whats right Or would you just crumble And not stand up to the fight Would you follow your instincts Or just go with the crowd Would you sit back and be quite Or speak your voice and be loud If what was being done Affected you in anyway Would you still be a follower Or stand up and lead today You have an opinion You have your choice Would you let it be known Would you let others hear your voice To sit there and do nothing Would just be a waste Wake up to reality And give it a taste Do what your heart Tells you to do Do what is right For both me and you

Eternal Pain How long must I endure this pain I feel, This deep rooted pain that seems so unreal. This pain runs through my veins each night, Sleepless thinking everythings alright. When I awake to each new day, Something tells me its all ok. Then this feeling of pain sets in, thinking ofyou again and again. Heartache, Heartpain its all the same, This pain from you cannot be explained. It runs so deep I can hardly bear, The plain as day truth, you'll never be there. Day by day this feeling fades, The pain from you will soon fade away. As time goes by a new love I'll gain, Still feeling for your eternal Pain.

Suicide Tortured, suffering, living in pain haunted by his past he writes a letter to his family and friends and for unknown reasons laughs. He thought he was alone and uncared for he heavens a sigh of grief tears flow freely from his eyes he seeks to find relief. Into his room he silently went is parents not to wake takes the revolver from his drawer his hands begin to shake. A loud noise echoes through the house his parents run indred for on the floor with a gun at his side in a pile of blood their son lay dead.

Suicide People slit their wrists, and when asked why, they say to fulfill a wish, that one wish is to die. To others they seem crazy and mad, but not to me in my eyes they're lonely and sad, but, oh no, that couldn't be. I know how they feel I know what goes on inside their heads I know how it feels to wish to be dead. So many nights I've thought that same thought to see the "light" death I would have bought. It hurts so deep a pain that can't be cured not even sleep can help for sure. But who can dream when life is so bad they only wake others with their screams. So, are they crazy and mad? It's a disease and it tak

Feelings For every heart that finds love there is a heart that cries, for every dream that is reborn there is a dream that dies, for everyday filled with sun there is a day of rain, for every hour filled with joy there is an hour of pain, for every smile upon a face there is a tear to cry, for every fond hello you say there is a sad goodbye.

Missing You I don't know what to do, I don't know what to say, I do know I need you here, with me night and day. I close my eyes at night... and guess what I see? I see your big, bright smile shining down on me. I know you're here with me for now and forever more, but still I ask myself: God, what did you take him for? I can't quit thinking of you, I think I'm going insane. I wish you were here with me, I know you could ease my pain. I must keep saying to myself: You're in God's arms now, and I know in my heart I'll see you someday, somehow. I'm going to miss you, with each passing day. I feel you with me and you can h

A Child Died Today A child died today and the whole world came to see tuning in from coast to coast glued to their TV. Microphones and cameras shoving in for the best bite. And I, standing on the outside, felt it wasnt right. Dignity is what was missing as the media scrambled around. Compassion never had a chance upon that killing ground. A child died today and madness reigned free. How do I know you ask? You see, that child was me.

Soldiers of War war is just sprung from hate love seems to always be late together they fight to try and do whats right they fight and some are lost they pay the ultimate cost they forfited there lives they all left there wives wait for them to return hoping to see what they'll learn they've died in war and now in the sky they sore they fought for years and shed too many tears for theres friends who got shot and left there to rot fighting in the rain to try and mask there pain wright letters to loved ones as they here the continus shots of guns visions of their children keep them alive without these dreams they lay do

That Night That night, I remember it so clear… I remember it like it just happened… Every centimeter… Every drop of blood… Every flicker of the candles that were lit… Every tear drop that slid down my cheek… I remember the look on my face when I washed the blood from my skin… The pain, it was so controlled. I remember the look on your face when you did what you did… That thought every time you slid the blade across your wrist… The way pain gave that twist in your face… The way i couldn't just walked away… I remember the last words you spoke... And to this day they repeat in my head over and over... I'll never forget your messag